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BITE ME.

ugh..I'm freakin tired of school.I need a vacation.HAHA.lmfao.

damn.Our first quarter MT is near.I don't want to study.and seriously.I do (well) finish most of my assignments at school.I don't want to do them at home..err..riight..nvm

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Surprise.surprise. :D

Haha.I'm soo happy.lmfao.but it's true. :)

wee.were back together again.as crazy as it may seem we really are..Having to experience even just 1 day without each other was really hard..I bet right now most of you are thinking "riight.ang gulo mo" but I couldnt care less.haha.MEAN.AHAHA.peace!

but I really am happy..yes!yes! I am! haha! takecare you guys. *kisses*

Currently Listening Songs from Dawson's Creek, Vol. 2 (TV Series) [ECD] By Various Artists - Soundtracks I Think God can Explain see related

I'm sorry.I know I jumped to conclusions last time and I haven't really figured out how he felt with this. I guess I just thought that he doesn't feel the same way that I did since we broke up..But I really think that the only time when I realized that I was wrong was when i knew that things weren't really over between us..I felt that it wasn't..I think he did too..I was just so overwhelmed by my feelings so I wrote those things and I know it was wrong and I'm really really sorry for that..

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it's been quite a while since I last entered a diary here..well anyway..

I never really expected that it would end this soon.I never expected that it would hurt this much.I guess I was just to certain of things that I didnt quite looked around to check if something was wrong. well, actually I knew something was but like what i said earlier I never expected it to come this soon..You know everything was going smoothly last night but I knew actually i felt that was up and I was right..but you know.. even though I was really hurt. I never ever will regret loving him.well honestly I still do love him.but I guess he just doesnt feel the same way anymore. And I can only blame myself for losing him..

when he told me that he wanted to break up tears just quickly fell from my eyes..It felt like my heart was ripping into pieces.I couldnt sleep.I couldnt do anything.I kept on trying to keep it and him out of my head. but I still can't..my heart was broken..but I can't hate the one who broke it..in fact I want to thank him for letting me feel so special..for making me feel soo happy..for making me feel so loved..Thank you soo much for all the great memories..I'll surely miss you..and for the last time I want to say I love you..always takecare..and goodbye..

as of now..I'm officially closing the doors to my heart..I want to let it rest for a while..I'll wait i guess when I'm in 4th year highschool or maybe when I reach college..people say that i'm quite crazy to predict or to plan ahead but I did this cause i don't want to get hurt again to soon..I know that it's gonna take a while before these wounds would heal..

so here's to teenage romance..and why It hurts like hell..